Taryn Underground

In the end
I guess
Snow was his desire
And i was just fire
And im happy with that.

lets just be clear

she whispers to the tree

ive been down this road before

ive seen the way the wind rolls through your leafs

the way they sparkled under the sun

she paused for intake of breath

the tree yearned for her firey hair to wisp across its trunk

she was dramatic

she jumped up

wrapped her arms around trees bark

then shouted

giddily

you were the one

just be aware

the girls unfair

for she was three

and well tree, had years on her she couldn’t count to

but tree loved girl

girl loved tree

so nature caved

allowed them to be

girls feet grew roots

and inner twined with the ones already in the ground.

15 years later

on a sunny afternoon

tree whispered

girl

ive loved you all along.

I missed a few days. But i was caught up in gettin to know someone… So heres a good peice i hope, to make up for it

I wanna lay as lovers
Naked In the middle of a field
With you
Swaying with the breeze
Drinking in the morning dew Basking under sun rays
Reading poems
Like rose leafs to you
What we have is more intimate
Then sex
In the way i bare my soul
You quietly listen
Soaking in every word
Every twist in plot
Every squeak in my voice
You know secrets
And lies
Truths
Loves and goodbyes
The scars on our skin
Would mesh together
In a security blanket
Just holding us in
Lets get vulnerable together
Never touching each others skin
We are like adam and eve Before they ate the fruit
And let their differances
Scare them
Into having flaws
Baby we wont have flaws
To eachother
Well be like statues
From rome
Layin naked in a field
As lovers do
If lovers do those things
Them baby
Lets be lovers too

His eyes were so green
Like cat eyes
Four leaf clovers
And mountain dew
I want to be your poison
Drip into your viens
Like fliuds
From an iv
I want to be your antidote
Eat away the toxin and give your
Eyes their life back
You cut your hair again
It looks ridiculous
I said
You laughed
Ever so happy i was back
Sarcastic and rude as ever
We live off of
Tormenting eachother to the
Corners of darkness
Then kissing eachother
Back to full health
Like in video games
Where your team members kill you
Then revive you to finish the fight
You said youd be my noah
I said never
You cant kiss me in the rain
You refuse to kiss me in public
Those eyes
Back to their fortress
I see that you love me
I feel that you care when you
Lock glances with mine
But i have so much fun
Poisoning you
Then giving back your lungs air
Sometimes i dont love you
The way i know i should
The way you know someone else could
Weve stayed awake long nights to argue
Then when the sun arose with your dick
We would kiss nd forget the fight.
Until the next night
But damn those eyes
They are my poison
My antidote
My love
My addiction
But not because i need them
But because they ruined
My fucking life
Thank you asshole

I feel like someone
That i follow
Keeps having posts
To the rythem
Or inspired by
Digging my own grave
By thrice
And I’m like
Good song
Fellow follower
Whom i follow as well
Good song.

Still not my muse
Still its killing you
Still caught on fire
Still think im a liar?
(yes this is about you)

For no reason at all
He just crossed me mind
Then i let out a sound
Like cracking fire
Sweetie
I said to myself
You already burnt him

Alone again
I trusted you
I wasnt what you wanted
You liked me
You loved her more
Forget that i remembered how to dream
Nothing is ever as real as it seems.

defenseless-dependent-and-alone:

Pray to god that you never meet my gaze

cause i swear it will be the end of your days

i dont think you quite comprehend

i am the beginning and i am the end

I will end your pathetic existance

There is no point in any resistance

…fuck

Poem 26

There are things shes done
That she will never admit
Things she overcome
For a minute
Then decided not to quit
People that she talks to
That noone will ever know
She never said she made perfect choices
But her choices feel like home
Every night when shes alone
Eyes glued to her cellular phone
Waiting for a vox a kik a tweet a text
To have conversations
Outlined in chalk so they can be
Washed away
She knows its not always right
But it gets her through another day
Finding the false realities
To fill the space
When he isnt there
And since he doesnt treat her
Like he really loves her or cares
These conversations are
Lanterns
Ablaze while the oil is still thick
While she stays glued to these guys who
Have their own lifes
A life she will and will never be a part of
You understand?
But they give her the attention
She craves
Say the words she wants to hear
Without prompt
Goodmorning beautiful texts
Goodnight sweet dream recordings
I love your this
I love your that
I really like you
Sexy
Gorgeous
Beatiful
Extravagant
No one will ever know
The amount of people
She pays attention to
Cause they even once noticed her
Either for the wrong or right reasons
She has a life she cant tell anyone details about
Except for thise involved
Because the false reality shes created
In wrong ways
Feels like home.

Poem 25

Things happen for a reason
They say
Though what if there really is
No reason at all
Things happen on chance
They say
Then they say
We control our life
Well which is it?
From now on
I’m in control
There’s nothing anyone
Can do about it

Poem 24

Let me start this out very blunt
I’ve decided to kill you
Hands locked around your throat
Until you choke
I’ll leave you gasping for air
Cause remember?
You said i leave you breathless
Take a knife to your chest
Cut until i can see your heart
Get my hands around it and squeeze
Cause remember?
You said i was its keeper
Turn into a succubus for awhile
Pleasure you into oblivion
Until you won’t wake up again
Cause remember?
You said to fuck you like i hate you
Then darling
Once your dead
I’ll bury you in my back yard
Under the tree with or initials carved in
Just to keep you close
Then I’ll lay awake in bed at night
Cause remember?
You said you’d haunt me
So I’m gonna love you to death
Cause remember?
You said i could love your ghost.

Poem 23

The length of her body
Has been left untouched
By hands that were worthy
Of finding the galaxies
In her skin
Though unworthy men
Will tell you they’ve
Mapped out the constellations
Leaving her unable to deny
Because when they came to Stargaze she was
Blinded
Willing to comply
Yet whose to judge who was
Truly worthy or unworthy
Definitely not some one
Who doesn’t even know her own
Self worth
She’s waiting for the right
Astronaut
To land on her moon
Give it back its light
Teach her about all the stars
In her sky
Though until that rocket lands
She will tell you
Her sky has been visited
By an unworthy few
And it leaves her in this constant
Black abyss
Dimmed of light
Wait!
Theres a rocket coming near!

Poem 22

Theres this growing connection
That will never get to connect
I look at my reflection
Im starting to forget
I stand here
Not as who i want to be
But who i have to be for awhile
Just to get over you
Nd i startes talking to someone new
Its great to just have a convo
To have your hand held
For no other reason but to hold it
Like when they push the hair
Out of your face to see your eyes
And not kissing yet
Just to drag out the time
But maybe that was just a dream
See im trying hard to get over you
And yes i do like someone
Ill never get to have
Which isnt really any different.
But i like that he and i
Are just friends
There no complication
There was always a double standard
With you
As i close my eyes
Go back to sleep
Because reality hasnt become
The dream yet
So until then ill sleep
Only waking long enough to respond to him
Just so i can stay away from you
Lets see how good at that i am
Probably terrible
Im no longer in control
Someone else is
Not you not him
This other voice with a name
The other person in my head
She still loves you
And im scared her word
Will win.